December 15, 2012
Texts: Matthew 1 and 9.
Wednesday morning about 6 a.m. I was
walking through the church headed here to the sanctuary. Early
morning in a church is a special time. It's quiet. In the heart of
winter, at 6 a.m. The sanctuary is dark. With just meager light
filtering through the windows from street lights.
There's something special about the
sanctuary. We have trained ourselves to expect encounters with God in
this space. The room itself speaks of the mystery and wonder of the
divine.
I was looking forward to an hour of
meditation and prayer sitting here in this sacred room.
But I was interrupted.
As I was walking down the center stairs
I heard voices. The lights were on in the Day Care rooms. So as I
reached the bottom of the stairs, I glanced that direction expecting
to see Pam who is here every morning at 5 a.m. Instead, filling the
visual frame created by the doorway, I saw a little girl, I don't
know, maybe three years old, sitting on a chair, a circle of curls
bobbing as she talked animatedly to Pam who was out of sight around
the corner.
The first thought that ran through my
head was: Whoa. What kind of life requires parents to drop off their
kid at Day Care at 6 in the morning. Are both her parents surgeons
scheduled to begin operations at 7? Is her mother, a unit secretary
and single? What's it like to be a three year old who has to be
dressed, breakfasted, and ready for the day at 6 a.m.?
The second thought that ran through my
head was, If I had to drop my little girl off at 6:00 in the morning,
I would hope that someone like Pam would be there to welcome her.
The third thought that ran through my
head was this week's scripture reading.
This is how Jesus
the Messiah was born.
His mother, Mary,
was engaged to be married to Joseph. But before the marriage took
place, while she was still a virgin, she became pregnant through the
power of the Holy Spirit. Joseph, her fiancé, was a good man and did
not want to disgrace her publicly, so he decided to break the
engagement quietly.
As he considered
this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream. "Joseph,
son of David," the angel said, "do not be afraid to take
Mary as your wife. For the child within her was conceived by the Holy
Spirit. And she will have a son, and you are to name him Jesus, for
he will save his people from their sins."
All of this
occurred to fulfill the Lord's message through his prophet: "Look!
The virgin will conceive a child! She will give birth to a son, and
they will call him Immanuel, which means 'God is with us.'"
When Joseph woke
up, he did as the angel of the Lord commanded and took Mary as his
wife. But he did not have sexual relations with her until her son was
born.
And Joseph named
him Jesus.
Matthew's words set us up to expect a
very unusual child. The child is fathered by the direct action of
God. I don't know exactly what kind of distinctive features I'd
expect, but surely since Jesus was a divine-human hybrid, something
should be obviously different from pure-bred human kids. To my
surprise, the only evidence Matthew presents that baby Jesus has a
fifty-percent divine ancestry are the words of an angel spoken in a
dream and the words of an ancient prophecy. There is nothing
observable about Jesus that is unique. Instead, the specialness of
Jesus is utterly hidden. It can be observed only by those with a
special ability to see. It does not lie in in the phenomena being
observed. Throughout his gospel Matthew works to teach us how to see.
He wants us to practice supernatural vision.
Our worship of the Baby Jesus prepares
us to see all babies in a golden light. Because Jesus' parents were
peasants, we have a special appreciation for the value and dignity of
ordinary people. Because of our sense of connection with Joseph and
Mary, we have a sense of kinship with people everywhere who lead
precarious lives.
At the heart of the Christmas story are
the details of an ordinary baby. He sucks and cries. He poops and
pees. In Baby Jesus, God and humanity are intimately linked. This
link forms a major theme running all through Matthew's gospel. To the
untrained eye, there is an ordinary child. But those who have
cultivated penetrating vision see the divine.
The stories of Jesus' birth are not
merely cute memories, they offer profound wisdom which is reiterated
throughout the gospel of Matthew. One of my favorite stories
illustrating this wisdom is found in Matthew 9.
The leader of a
synagogue came and knelt before Jesus. "My daughter has just
died," he said, "but you can bring her back to life again
if you just come and lay your hand on her." Matthew 9:18.
If you know anything about Jewish
culture, you are immediately riveted. Jews don't kneel. Perhaps you
remember the story of Mordecai in the book of Esther. He very nearly
got the entire Jewish population annihilated because of his refusal
to bow to someone high up in the government. Jews don't kneel for
prayer in the synagogue. Now here, this leader in the Jewish
community kneels in front of Jesus begging: Please come resurrect my
daughter.
Dad's get this. This girl is the light
of his life. She is the most beautiful girl in the world. And the
sweetest and the smartest and the kindest. The entire world will go
dark if she leaves. So dad, who has never before in his entire life,
never, ever, not a single time bowed to another human being, is on
his knees in front of Jesus begging for the life of his daughter.
In our imaginations we stand with the
dads in that crowd. When Jesus begins moving toward the house, we
breathe a sigh of relief. If we are at all skeptically inclined, we
are anxious. We don't believe Jesus can raise people from the dead.
But this time, this once, we hope we are wrong. This dad's desperate
affection for his girl has captured our hearts. He must have his
daughter again. Surely the universe would not mind bending its rules
just this once to allow the return of joy and life.
Jesus and his entourage head off with
the father. Along the way, Jesus stops. (Like any good movie,
Matthew's movie has twists of plot.) He turns and interacts with a
pathetic woman in the crowd. A woman who has been bleeding for 12
years. The bleeding mentioned here meant that for 12 years she was
forbidden by the command of Scripture from having any intimate
contact with her husband. She was to have no social contact with
anyone. Strictly interpreted, the law would have separated her from
her children, her sisters. Certainly from participating in worship.
Her life has been living death. But, of
course, she deserved it. Or at least, she was the kind of person
these kinds of things happen to. People close to her were stirred
with revulsion. Bleeding was yucky. Disgusting. So, she was
revolting, disgusting, repulsive.
And she had the effrontery to touch
Jesus.
He stopped and turned. He had read her
touch. Instead of scolding, rebuking, mocking, instead of asking her
what was she thinking, imagining she could get away with violating
every social and religious taboo and reach out and touch him, a
rabbi, no less. Instead of saying or doing any of that Jesus
enveloped her in a transforming light.
There in front of that crowd Jesus
suddenly revealed her divinity.
“My daughter” he said.
When Kate Middleton gives birth, her
child will be royalty. Why? Because Prince William and Kate are
royalty. When Jesus, the divine king announced this woman was his
daughter, he announced her own glorious status, a glory utterly
invisible anyone uninstructed in the secrets of the Kingdom of
Heaven.
Matthew softened our hearts with his
portrayal of the Jewish synagogue dad bowing in front of Jesus
pleading for the life of his daughter. Then having charmed us with
the warmth of desire and admiration in that dad's heart, Matthew
plays a trick on us. While we are all emotional, sucked in by the
drama of this dad's love and loss, he pivots the camera and catches
this woman who repulses us, then has us hear Jesus say to her, “My
daughter.” Then Jesus seals her status by healing her.
The story ends with Jesus resurrecting
the daughter of the synagogue ruler, but by this point in the story
the resurrection is anticlimactic. We were all in love with the
synagogue ruler's daughter from the beginning of the story. We know
it's going to turn out okay for her. The surprise glory of the story
is transfiguration of an undesirable, pitiful woman into a glorious
queen of heaven, daughter of Jesus the Messiah.
Matthew presents us with the most
exalted wisdom in the history of humanity—the vision of beings as
the bearers of the divine presence.
See that baby born to Mary, that infant
sucking and crying and sniffing and making happy baby noises. Look
again, that child is the Son of David, the Son of Abraham, the
Messiah of the Jews, the Son of God. Then throughout his gospel,
Matthew shows us multiple examples of this same principle. God and
God's beloved are hidden in plain sight all through society. Kids and
women and men. Lepers, Romans and ruffians. Synagogue rulers and
Pharisees. Once we have been learned from Jesus, we see the glory of
God glowing in them all.
When we have deeply imbibed the wisdom
of Jesus contained in the gospel of Matthew it might transform the
story I told at the beginning of my sermon.
On Wednesday at about 6 a.m. I was
walking through the church building, anticipating a quiet hour with
God here in the quiet emptiness of this sanctuary. I was going to
practice contemplation of the infinite.
But I was interrupted. I was prompted
to look back over my shoulder toward the Day Care room where I saw,
framed by the doorway, a vision of a little child talking with an
attentive adult.
In light of the Christmas story,
especially the way Matthew tells it, my hours of meditation on the
grand mystery of God are not superior to the minutes Pam spends every
morning paying close attention to three-year-olds whose parents are
off to work.
As a congregation, we at Green Lake
Church, rightly give serious attention to shaping our worship
services to lift our hearts to God. We spend money and time to make
sure this space lifts our spirits and facilitates our engagement with
God.
You are to be commended for this.
As a congregation, Green Lake Church
also opens its doors at six in the morning, Monday through Friday, to
care for children who are in every observable way indistinguishable
from Baby Jesus. (Okay Jesus wasn't blond.)
This is certainly no less significant,
no less holy, no less admirable.
While I am sitting here in the darkness
attending to the mystery of God, Pam is sitting in the light
attending to the prattle of three year olds. According to Matthew,
Pam's attention to a three year old is not less glorious my prayer
and meditation.
And the entire enterprise of caring for
children, which occupies so much of our building for much of the week
is no less gloriously spiritual, is no less an engagement with God,
than is our worship here at 11:00
As a Christian congregation, a
community of people owned by the Christmas story, we are called to
the highest vision, the glory of God hidden in every child of God,
every son and daughter of human kind.
2 comments:
Loved this post/.
I did not yet get past the sanctuary paragraph. It struck such a poignant chord in my life. With all these medical concerns - I wish I could always be "on top of the mountain" - but sometimes the real world gets in the way. But thank you for reminding me that the sanctuary experience is still there. ...Even if I am not.
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